a light curtain for the night...

ladies and gentelmen, it's snowing out there!

fall in love...

to fall

in

love...

why "fall"?

also,

to be

in

love...

why "in"?

so many thoughts come and go in my mind... so disorganized! I am possessed by these thoughts! help me...

I need to fall in peace...

see, you can not say that!

sleepless in

1234 W4

brooklyn / NY

zipcode: ######

sorrow is an arrow.

or

arrows of sorrow...

or

nothing but sorrow...

and

simply, arrow...

safety pin...

yes, I can make it.
I can ignore it.
I can keep going my way.
can I?

stomach ache
&
a serious back pain...

suffering...

and the density of different stories in my dark lake......

sleepless...

sleep less!

less sleep, less waste...

...

but sleeping is the most innocent activity in the world!
i want my dreams back.
i want my sleep back.

uykusuz...

hold on

...

don't be afraid to face the death.

remeber rilke.

think about the pregnant women who carry two seeds in their wombs: birth and death.

it is the beauty of being a real human being.

we keep going with the very knowledge that we are going to face the death at the end of the life path. if some call it as the enemy, I choose to embrace my enemy...

god took the stars and he toss `em....

color tour... forever!

cipralex... mistakenly!

was that a message?

walking...
smiling while walking...
that's all I can do... nowadays...

colder and colder...

let nietzche speaks:

" 'I have done that,' says my memory. 'I cannot have done that,' says my pride, and remains inexorable. eventually - memory yields."

dilemma

an allergic reaction woke me up in the middle of the night...
everything was same.
maybe it is me bothering my metabolism.
after all, a human being is being re-created in every single moment.

nothing is getting older anymore.

anti-aging is everywhere for everything.

virginiafication.

need for sleep - II

welcoming ramadan.

and keep saying: humid homini lupus!

days are passing by... but I just can't find a way out of this inaction.

...

"inaction is a weapon of mass destruction"

there were plenty of fishes in the ocean.
but I got none.

kısmet!

need to sleep...
who doesn't?

dün means yesterday in turkish.

dünya means world.

these two words have nothing to do with each other etimologically. though it seems that one includes the other. world includes yesterday. dünya starts with dün. world needs history. isn't it true?

yesterday: decisions were made, decisions were forgotten.

...

today was the 500 days of summer!

want to forget that moment of humiliation!!

...

do we have to stand the mid-life crises of men with low self-esteem??

an empty sunday.
interior.
day and night.

forgetfulness...
&
screening sweet dreams... didn't hurt that much!
&
a long walk on brooklyn bridge...

...

am I getting old?

missing tuesday
"locked picture" wednesday...
what's next?

almost done... strange feelings all over.

...

"where do we go from here?" ;)

I need to find my voice... over...

why is it so hard to keep quite? even knowing that nothing will be changed by the words.

...

the intense need for tranquility. right now, please!

marc&gary

...

"sweet dreams are made of these... who am I to disagree?"